You give me the feeling
Of a rollercoaster.
That lightness in the pit of my stomach
Where it feels like it’s floating
Up to my sternum.

It’s warm and also a little fuzzy,
Much like a wine buzz
Makes everything hilarious.

I wish I could find you
And tell you everything that isn’t alright
But having you here makes it so.
Holding your hand could make it
Bearable.

And at least if
Your dick is reaching inside,
I have a real feeling
That matches that lightness,
That excitement,
Like we’re fucking on a
Rollercoaster
That’s about to break down

©️ Samantha Mae Sweeney 2023